End of Nothing

 There are so many questions left unanswered 

time has finally caught up and 

slowed me down, leaving me breathless 

intent to teach me a thing or two

disturbed thoughts push my dreams away

waiting to be fulfilled

my dreams linger around 

weighing me down every day

one by one, i lose sight of 

those once around me and 

trudge on on my own, 

through rain and through sun

as i pretend to live life 

darkness [ silence ] engulfs me 

painting my heart black 

while my eyes continue to 

scan the road that seemingly 

has no end...

Tomorrow is Another Day ~

Tell me you need me

While pushing me away

Throwing me to the ground

And screaming your hatred

This isn't the one I loved

Through sleepless nights

Hidden conversations and

Tender whispers in the dark

 Begging me to understand

That you don't have to give me

Anything to explain your actions

When you've said all you can

There's so much more I'd like

To hear you say out loud

Maybe finally tell me to my face

You're sorry for what you've done

Something deep inside of me

Broke into pieces when you

Walked away without explanation

Just telling me we were over

Say that you love me all over again

Running in circles trying to just

Explain to me why you did

The reasons for the things you broke

Tomorrow is another day

Where maybe your words won't hurt

Your explanations will leave me

And for once my inhibitions will depart

You took a part of me with you

That fateful day so long ago

Leaving me wounded and wondering

If I'd live to see the sunshine again

Please let me go in peace

Let my memory be vague

I suppose this is how it ended....

Life AnD Love

Life it seems, will fade away

Drifting further every day

Getting lost within myself

Nothing matters no one else

I have lost the will to live

Simply nothing more to give

There is nothing more for me

Need the end to set me free

Things are not what they used to be

Missing one inside of me

Deathly lost this can't be real

Cannot stand this hell I feel

Emptiness is filing me

To the point of agony

Growing darkness taking dawn

No one but me can save myself but it's too late

Now I can't think think why I should even try

Yesterday seems as though it never existed

Death Greets me warm now I will just say good-bye.